Hello, I found your blog while looking for a Kai Si Ming recipe. I'm so glad I found it! My heart weeps with you on the loss of your precious Jacob. Dec. 15, 2010 was the day that changed our world as we got the call that our two year old daughter had Leukemia. I know that horrible call. The terrible doctor visits and the tests and the fear that engulfs a mama's heart. I also know the peace and love of the Body of Christ! I"m so glad you have found bits of Joy on your journey. Blessings to you and your sweet family as we start a new year of hope and blessings!