Yesterday was a bad day. I felt hopeless and adrift and alone. Today is better. I've felt at peace. We haven't made any final decis...

Just as we were about to leave the hospital today the doctor came back in to tell us the second tests results were in and it is NOT the favo...

Today we had to go down to radiation to meet with the radiologist. When I wheeled Jacob into the waiting room all eyes turned to us. Every s...

Just wanted to send a quick update. I'm not in the mood for writing. I wish I could crawl into bed (or in this case, the uncomfortable s...

My mom stayed overnight at the Ronald McDonald House (which is just a few blocks from the hospital) so was able to visit with me last night ...

In the back of my mind I knew that Christmas was this week. I knew that Jacob would be spending Christmas in the hospital. Then the days sta...

Today we had hoped to get the chest tube taken out but the x-ray showed some three different air bubbles around the lungs. They hooked the c...